me and me inside out

Determination is the thing which makes us go higher in our life. But in my life i have never been determined means do not know what to do next---LIKE?



How to block a tt ball in the shortest span always misses it



Cant judge the correct question in option in the university exam even wasted many minutes in it, goes for wrong in most of the time



Dont know which unit to complete just hrs before my exam, it is really confusing when u have to work the complete night



Cant made the consensus to go with which book even after taking months on it, it is difficult
to find the correct book even if it is in rtu auspice



Driving neo by last few years but cant learn to control over it and met three road accidents



Playing tt and badminton by the last many yrs but cant opt the game to go with, buy tt racket tnen finding interest in badminton now what to do.



Running with this confusion i have many times choosen the wrong ways like


In first year tried for someone


In second year arosed interest in robotics and projects


In third year started living outside a hostle


And waiting the newest stupidity in ending engg



But in the course of confusion had enjoied my life at its best

Roamed a lot in bikaner know most of its places but not visited junagarh fort


Went for one day to jodhpur viewed everything in it except a hotel for food


Toured manali with friends and had everything except viewing the famous temple, seen rivers, mountains, great weather, snow ,goose pimple drifting of our car in those roads with a drunk driver, enjoyed football in that weather, standing aside of clouds ,being naked in snow,enjoyed magee from very beautiful vendors and much more which cannot be explained in words . Important was that parents were not informed


Visited iit delhi and the world famous place of delhi,watched a fight with sticks, travelling in tube , marketed in,


Visited iit mumbai and seen black and white phases of mumbai getting used to of local train, travelling in boat and having pisc of indian navy as i was not supposed to do that and got scolded by other crew members, visiting fashion street twice


Visited goa with friends and not viewed a single church missing the key, having prons, going in the cruise seeing the great ocean, having candle light dinner at the beach seeing and swimming with foreiner, walking a long way to our flat, that journey in the bus, abusing the conducter ,feeling that cold wind waves of the ocean in the night


The day herts me the most
Very difficult to judge me, same problem with officers at ssb so i was thrown out with many hopes and ambitions that i will do it in next time or will find somthing where i sounds good

i wanted to be you+1

What I want
I wanted to be a painter
who paints in the music of a river, snowfall is out at his window his love is being painted by him that is nature.



I wanted to be a soldier
Who is living in hell like conditions, his enemy is too bigger than him but he is generated to fight only he is fighting destroy the enemy.




I wanted to be an astrologer
Who can inform before a calamity knocks and peace and harmony and happiness are his ultimate goals.




I wanted to be a scientist
Who can understand the nature , what rivers are saying when dirt is thrown in them ,what animals are saying when they are tortured ,what trees wanted to say before they are cutted down.





There is too much of pain in this world everybody is doing for himself i wanted to be a student who is learning to decimate the pain of others and who is seeking the energy to resolve the problems of life

taking it otherwise

Why to ask how are you because i am great going on and
not willing to start war, as i love to stay kalm,
not willing to be famous ,it will make me restless ,
not willing to be politician, they are biggest baggers.
not willing to start earn money because my parents are doing it for me ,
not willing to have a family, then i will have to prove my self and
even not willing to be in love, because have to save it for my family,
so love to be like this for ever and these are the best days of my life..................

friends is for what we live

Friends are the relations we make by our deeds, talks and feeds, they help us to make pleasure, be happy and vice versa .Friends help us to prove us ,they makes us to think wide ,behave write and many of them influence us so much that we decide our destination, and some of them keeps us in touch with our soul ,some of them make us to spread our hands and say ''YES I WILL''. But for this we have to have graeat number of friends and luckily I have many......should i name .....only name ....or describe by my way. k will do this because they describes us...

tesating only

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
to all comig to col sab aa jao